A Disney Experience

For a Sunday:

The Day is what you make it. So why don't we go to church excited, it's another opportunity to be in the Prescence of God!

Think of it this way: You are a 7-9 year old. You get to go to Disneyland. You've never been to that place of Magic. You get there early (you wouldn't want to miss a thing), you walk into the Park and suddenly you're surrounded by all of the characters you've only seen in movies;Mickey Mouse, Goofy, Cinderella.

Your eyes are wide open, mouth has dropped in awe, it's real.

Now, imagine coming into the Presence of the One who Lived and Died for you... He rose again and longs to live in you. His glory fills the room. Your eyes open wide, mouth drops open, and your hands slowly raise. You are in the Presence of your Creator.

This, my friends, beats Disneyland hands down.

Free

Today I woke up really grouchy and irritable. I stomped through the house getting ready. I stomped to my book bag grabbed it and with a half-hearted "Love you, Bye." I stomped to the wet, dirty, brown '98 Mercury Mystique. I started down the road with the hugest frown on my face. Flipped the radio on with a "you had better work" snarl. As the happy morning tunes poured out the speakers, I began to think. "Why am I frowning and grouchy when there is no good reason. God woke me up. I got to get out of a comfy bed. I got to eat good food. I had clothes to wear. SO why am I so stinking' grouchy?"
As I was contemplating this with a frown on my face the radio began to play "I am Free." I began to sing to the top of my voice, "I am free to run. I am free to dance. I am free to live for YOU. Oh yes, I am FREE!" I almost started crying. Here I was frowning and grouchy complaining to the world about the unfairness of having to get up so I can go to college that I don't have to pay for, when Jesus had made me free.
Sometimes we get so caught up in the routine of life. The drudgery of having go to work, go to school, go to choir practice, go home to see my family, and then do the whole thing over and over again. We frown as we go down the road. We snarl at that jerk that cut us off. We mutter under our breath as the lady in the checkout lane takes way too long.
It's no wonder that we have a hard time getting people to go to church with us. If I was them I wouldn't want to be involved in something that would make me frown.
Jesus Christ, God in the Flesh of man has made us FREE. We are free to escape those very bonds that hold onto our neighbor so tight. Romans 6:22 says, "But now that you have been set free from sin and have become slaves to God, the benefit you reap leads to holiness, and the result is eternal life."
We are free from sin. WHY DON'T WE ACT LIKE IT!?

Through you the blind will see Through you the mute will sing Through you the dead will rise Through you our hearts will praise Through you the darkness flees Through you my heart screams I am free I am free!

Why yes, I'm a Firefighter

I realize that life flies by way to quickly. As Louie Giglio says, " Life is a "snap" and then it's over." If life flies quickly then we had better start accomplishing our life purpose quickly and efficiently. I listened to Louie Giglio talk about "Life purpose" and the reason we were placed on this planet. When he said that 1,637,028,000 people on this planet are unreachable. Meaning there is no missionaries or organizations able to get to these people. In China, 317 of the 500 people groups do not have even Bible portions available in their primary language. People groups, not people.
When God created us we were stamped with a purpose. That purpose is to share Jesus' love and passion with others. To make His glory known.
"Declare his glory among the nations, his marvelous deeds among all peoples."Psa 96:3

In Acts 1, Jesus told us that He would give us power to be witnesses,
8But ye shall receive power, after that the Holy Ghost is come upon you: and ye shall be witnesses unto me both in Jerusalem, and in all Judaea, and in Samaria, and unto the uttermost part of the earth.

We need to make the mark of Christ on our community, nation and fellow nations. We are literally spiritual firefighters running towards the burning rubble of unreached lives. God, give us a passion for reaching lives for You.
Let it be unquenchable.

Undignified

I have found a new favorite verse.

II Samuel 6
When David is bringing the Ark back into Jerusalem, he danced before God. As he entered the city , his wife Mical watched and despised him in heart. When he came home, she mocked him. And he replied,

Verse:21 "It was before the LORD, who chose me rather than your father or anyone from his house when he appointed me ruler over the LORD's people Israel—I will celebrate before the LORD. Verse22: I will become even more undignified than this, and I will be humiliated in my own eyes..."

Wow! " I will become more undignified than this." Perhaps it's time we stopped wondering about what people think about our worship and just let go. It's time to break our box of worship and pour it out upon the Master's feet. He is worthy, so let it all go. Let go of pride and step out.

An act of faith

My trip to La. was so amazing! On the way down there Brooke and I started talking about Faith & expectancy. Then we got onto the subject with my Grandmama. Sunday morning, Lacey got up and spoke about Faith and the importance of it. Sunday night, Bro. Anthony spoke about how God wants to do greater than we ask. Example: ask for one tree, get 4 trees. lol!
It was like God was repeatedly reminding me to wait and trust in Him. It's not easy to do when you're an individual who likes to have everything planned out in advance. *smile* God longs for total trust from us, not just a Sunday night or Wednesday night belief. Totally trusting, 24/7 in Him and what He has planned for us. I have to smile when I think about how much I doubt God's ability to direct my life. He created me and He doesn't sit up in His heavenly throne room and think up ways to mess me up. Total trust in the One who knows all and created all shouldn't be that hard. But it is. Why? We seem to have this false Idea that our lives are our own.

God's Will is an ocean at the bottom of the cliff called Doubt.

Faith is the act of leaping from Doubt into God's Will.

Won't you join me in the swan dive?

Verse for the Day: " Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see. 3By faith we understand that the universe was formed at God's command, so that what is seen was not made out of what was visible." Hebrews 11:1, 3

Meeting my Creator

Sometimes I think we forget where we came from. I am a 4th generation Pentecostal. Wow...not many can say that. And that is a blessing but it can also be a hinderence. I have always been in church. I wrote someone in an email and told them that I know the talk and shoutin' two-step. I know how to pray the right words and how to say, "God bless..." at the right times. But I didn't know God until about a year ago.
I went off to college and began to question my parent's faith. It wasn't mine. It was my grandparent's and my parent's faith. I just acted as if I had their faith. I don't remember what caused it or even why, but I began to dig down to the roots of their faith. "Why do we do this?" & "Why do we do that? " I didn't tell anyone about my doubts because we all know that PK's are supposed to have the answers. I discovered in my network of roots many weeds. So much bitterness concerning the Church and our standards. I hated the burden that was placed on my parents, and I hated the heavier standard placed on me due to my parent's position in the Church. I started doing some soul searching. I began to really read my Bible, not as a chore, But as a life-line. I remember praying one day about having to deal with a certain issue. I remember opening my Bible to Isaiah 46:3-4,8-11.

3 "Listen to me, O house of Jacob,all you who remain of the house of Israe

you whom I have upheld since you were conceived, and have carried since your birth.
4 Even to your old age and gray hairsI am he, I am he who will sustain you.

I have made you and I will carry you; I will sustain you and I will rescue you.
8 "Remember this, fix it in mind, take it to heart, you rebels.
9 Remember the former things, those of long ago; I am God, and there is no other;

I am God, and there is none like me.
10 I make known the end from the beginning,from ancient times, what is still to come.

I say: My purpose will stand, and I will do all that I please.
11 From the east I summon a bird of prey; from a far-off land, a man to fulfill my purpose. What I have said, that will I bring about; what I have planned, that will I do.

As I read those words, I began to cry. He knew what I was going through and questioning. He already knew the problem and was working in my behalf. He created me, Rachal M. Crabtree to worship and be used by Him. He is my Rock. He is my Fortress. And He will guide me.
From then on, I began to rely more heavily on God. Only on Him can you truly rely.

" He sees each tear that falls, and He catches you when you fall. He knows my name...He hears me when I call."

Freefalling

There is no better place to be than in the center of God's will.
Unless it's in His Prescence.
That quote has been echoing through my mind.

If you are in the center of God's will, you are in Him. You are in His complete prescence.

I have no doubt that I am in His will right now. But my path is starting to disappear. It's as if the road I'm on is fading in this fog.

It feels like God is saying, " Just trust Rae...just trust me completely, And all will fall into place." I'm the type of person who loves pre-planning. I can be spontaneous, but I LOVE to know what I'm going to be doing and where I'm going.
"God, I can't see the stepping-stone in front of me!! What do you want from me?! "
God says: " Just step out. I am here. No fear, just complete Faith in Me."
I suppose I'm on that cliff again. That dumb cliff of self-doubt looking over this gorgeous ocean of God's will. All God wants is my best free dive...
My soul says, " Dive."
My mind says, " What if I belly flop it?"
God says: " There are no belly flops in My Will. Just Dive, Rae.

Just Dive...."