I've been doing some much needed self-evaluation this last month or so.
My realization? I have so much work to do on me.
One thing I realized was this, I don't take enough chances. I just don't.
I sit in my comfortable space where it's familiar and homey.
I watch the world go by and say, "I wish."
Enough of the wishing and watching.
I told a friend the other day that I just lack courage. I fear failure even
in the small things. It's easier to never try rather than risk it. I close
myself off from adventure, relationships, learning opportunities and chances at happiness
simply to avoid the pain of screwing up again or hearing the dreaded,
" I
told you so."
And that's wrong. How many memories or relationships have I missed? How many
opportunities I have lost? All due to fear of taking a chance.
So this girl is done with all the above... I'm going to start taking more
chances in all areas of my life.
Yes, there will be mistakes, there will be
pain and heartache, but that's part of taking a chance.
There are no guarantees
in the unknown. You have to make the jump in faith and see what happens.
Because like the artsy picture above says, “If you never try, you'll never
know."
*Post side-note: I am in no way pardoning poor decision making. Be wise when
taking chances.
Rachel